held me closely/ kissed me softly
got too close/ she backed up off me
left me stone cold sober just like black coffee/
just like black coffee

that had nothing to do with anything because i don't understand it but it runs in my head like it should be important. so maybe it is.

T is for tea.
B is for Bee.
and F
F my friends
is for
FUCK!
E however, is for eff.

I've decided about five seconds ago that I will drink five cups of tea tonight. Because I want five cups of tea. Nobody stops hannah. When she wants. Five. Cups. Of. Tea.
Is this poetry?
We'll see
but I'll probably have to pee.
Hee. Hee.
then I looked you in the eyes/made you run away
I will make my second cup of tea and return
Krista Krohnemann likes my ecology club posters. They say various humorous overstatements scrawled out in Hannahscript.
Happy Mabon.
TEA!
I miss Seamus. Though I didn't know him all that well, I took him out for coffee and had a really good conversation one morning this summer. And I gotta tell you, it was a damn good morning.
I also asked him out even though I knew he was going to say no, but such is my life.
I played Hacky Sack this morning. Lots of people were surprised with my sudden social circle shift. But hey, the black clad morning crew appear to like me so why the hell not? I'm a phoenix.
This tea is weaker than the last cup.
and I'm not scared/ but I can't move
doo doo doo doooo
they call me black jesus/ white moses/ heaven freezes/ hell closes..
Mr Gillespie is scared of me because of this.
Hannah: Sorry I didn't do my homework.
Mr. G.: So'kay, not like you killed anyone.
Hannah: At least not that you know about.
Mr. G.: Well, no dead bodies to be seen anyway.
Hannah: Don't open your trunk.
Some people just don't know how to have a good time. I'd set fire to a house, but it looks like it's going to be a clear night and I'd prefer it to go out without having to bother anybody. Insanity without repercussion, isn't that what we all want sometimes?
*sips tea*
*gulps clenching mug in both hands*
You know, somebody in active physics told me today that I could sell a bottle of my adderoll for $2000 easily.
But I don't want to do that.
Still it bothers the brain when that sort of temptation is introduced, especially when you don't even like adderol in the first place.
I honestly hope my eyes didn't just fog up.
*goes for cup the third*
This probably isn't good for me. Then again, I need to balance out my healthy lifestyle every now and then.
It's a good thing teabags aren't human. To have all the outside forces drain you of all your blood and scream all of your insides at you in a sort of water-diluted format in some form that you can't escape, and yet its accepted more than you are, then even though you're the pure part you just get cast aside..
I still intend to drink five cups no matter how much it addles my mind.
Five.
*toasts to seamus*
missya
*drink*
*toasts to Joe*
likeya
*drink*
*toasts to Molly*
needya
*drink*
*toasts to emily*
Never.
*drink*

"Did the devil make the world while god was sleeping?"-Tom Waits

Can you say "sheepish"?
...joebrokeupw/me...
...um..
*blush*
For the love of god none of you are allowed to attack him, I swear it's a good reason, and yes I jump in front of bullets. DAILY.
So I'm taking a mental health day. For this reason, it's all I need. I'm a phoenix, really. Except instead of exploding into fire I require some musicals and hot chocolate and my extra-comfy cheat hoodie.
And then..I walk back into school draped in a blanket of ridiculous psychosis as usual.
What's the point of healing when you bleed five days a month anyway? *grin*
And I can't fucking stress this enough,
JOE AND MOLLY ARE MY BEST FRIENDS, YOU TOUCH EITHER ONE, YOU FUCKING DIE!!
Interrogation counts. and you know I'm serious when I go boldface. I never go boldface.
So, these situations call for a lil' fiona apple.

No, not baby anymore/ if I need you I'll just use your simple name/ only kisses on the cheek from now on/ and in a little while/ you'll only have to wait/ my hand wont hold you down no more/ the path is clear to follow through/ i've stood too long in the way of the door/ and I've given up on/ you...

And remember..I'm a Phoenix.
Seeya tommorow.
*coughs*
*pushes self destruct button*

"Sandwiches are an odd device"-Molly Rose.

Today I woke up. The radio said "today is going to be a sunny day" and I replied "yes it is". I then proceeded to don my leather trenchcoat and fedora. I placed white zombie in my discman and let myself run loose on Abington Senior High.
It was badass yes it was.
I got beaned with a soccer ball and I didn't truly give a fuck. I have hexagonal bruises on my head now which makes me giggle. I hope they turn purple.
sweeet succulent burriTO.
I saw sages mom at baja fresh. She's blonde.
My sanity in cthulu is down to 25, but my real life sanity is at an all-time high.
I HAVE BOOTS OF ESCAPING.
Why is it that my parents notice everything first?
Moan.
:-D!
Lurve, but I don't live in canada.
I feel pretty.
M'am, is this man giving you any trouble?
Cuz god knows I'll never tell.
Hi Alyssa.
Home. Work. Hom. Ew. Ork. Ho. Me. Work.
SHARK!
...
TORTILLA!
.....
SLAYERS!
diediedie
Jo'z hE3R!
piakakakaaaa
fuck off.
-Signed Hannah Sutin "the annhilator"
I'LL KILL YA! I'LL KILL YOUR DOG!

"The problem with white people is that they are too curious"-Tanesha, my lab partner.

I'm going out with Joe.

(at cthulu last night)
Joe: So do you follow Torque?
Ru: Does the pope shit in the woods?